Hungry and Thirsty

It's as if the Lord is setting off fireworks in my head. It's a non stop adventure to discover Him. Day by day the Lord sets new challenges before me. The past couple of days the Lord has opened my eyes to the subtle and often unconscious effort of self dependence. I read a few more chapters in 'The knowledge of the Holy' by A.W. Tozer and was challenged in this area. Because we are born into sin, we don't even have the eyes to recognize it all on our own. We begin to live not as self, but Self. "The sinful man is willing to share himself, sometimes even to sacrifice himself for a desired end, but never to dethrone himself." The word dethroned crushed my heart. I began to search where in my life I fall into this and how to destroy my false thrown. The more I searched, the more I repented and all I heard from our Father is "I love you, I love you, I love you my daughter." He is so good. "It is only when in the gospel the soul is brought before the face of the Most Holy One without the protective shield of ignorance that the frightful moral incongruity is brought home to the conscience." A.W. Tozer

I miss you all and love you dearly. Thank you for all your prayers and support:)